好久
对
真的好久
曾经是我不开心的一个发泄地方
好多次都好想上来的
却因为一些原因
久违了
现在的我习惯把自己的心情记录在电话的某一个角落
每一次都会这么做
反正也不会有人去看
就和这里一样
都不知道电话里会存满多少日记
人根本不能天天开心
我也不奢望
我从来都不
好了
哭了一晚
没人懂
是多么安心:))
那几句话无心的伤害
是多么。。。
所以我也累了
是时候安静了
真的要学习懂得宽恕
Just try to take it easy for everyting
不知从什么时候起
眼泪已不值钱了
但是如果哭能解决问题
我宁愿每次以哭发泄
是我感觉错了吗？
我一点都不想念
顿时间
没有了
真的没有
好想打醒自己
打醒自己所想的
乱想一通？
根本就是编造故事
活在自己的世界
不记得就算了
反正每一次都不知道自己在满心欢喜些什么
好像笨蛋
真的好辛苦
好想
也好想
但是却不能想
难道我错了吗？
我也不想承认错误的
只是想让气氛好过
也竟然你不说
就换我来说了
不就解决了吗？
何必推三阻四
这样也很累
好了
该学会笑
笑着去面对开心与不开心的
这样对自己会更好哦:))
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
Sunday, December 23, 2012
new life
2012 is going to be end soon
despite i am graduated for secondary school
my life is getting boredom for now
well it is many person said that secondary school life was a hell life
but i don't think so
i think it will have harder thing to face in the future compare with secondary school life
not HARDER
is be more SUFFER
hmm haha
i like to scare myself by this way
for example
uni life or college life
to choose which course will be better
to give up for such as some self-dream
to face for parent is it well to afford according study fees,living fees etc
to worry about will us can easily make frens or neglect by others
to find a suitable study direction for us or mayb we can say it for PARENTS
yet for those still a small problem
actually MONEY still a big problem
chinese people always say 钱作怪，有钱使得鬼推磨
haha i absolutely agree for it
if have money
many things u want to do,u will suppose to achieve it
but don't always rely on what u dun have
for me,just to be more understand that what i need to have in the future
not for now
i have dream
everybody have dream
but it is just for some person to have a best dream
on this world,
have 3 type of person
the first,a person have a dream
his/her dream was successfully acomplished by others who was helping him/her
the second,a person doesn't have dream
because he/she knows that he/she never have effort to achieve the dream
the third,a person have a dream
he/she does not have nobility to help him/her to achieve the dream,but he/she know that must do it,must to try hard to sastify what he/she was thinking about the desire
in a nutshell,
im the third one
i don't know what is the outcome for me
i scare i can't
hmm
never
never jealous for them:)
time is passing fast
still have 3 months we need to far apart
i hope that i no do wrong decision
actually i really hate to part with you
i hope every moment i can do anythings that can together with you
but it is just a hope
i never blame for it
because i also can't do something that u hope
for the perpetual of us
i would like to wait,wait and wait
wait for the days
i never to be so serious in a relationship
it is for the first time
i will hope for the perpetual
should not worry for the distance
i give us to have a test for at least 6 years
if we do not last for it
it will the end for mayb
i apreciate it
hope u know
u said others was jealous on us
actually i was them
but it was just a moment
i won't be dislike for our relationship
i LOVE it :)
from the true heart
i wish to face all the obstacles
for the years to come
do you?
may i :)
Thursday, December 13, 2012
迷茫
毕业了。
也是应该写下自己的心情
就快要大半年没正式更新了
好久好久没写心情部落了~~
其实 十二月六日 就已经正式毕业了
真的好不舍得
毕竟学校的日子也过了十一年
从小到大坐巴士放学也九年了
omg
我还记得小学的时候
每次坐巴士总被大哥哥大姐姐挤得不像样
一直祈祷快快毕业
因为实在不想和别人挤
就这样 九年了（三年级至高中五）
有个小学朋友也和我一样挤了九年哈哈
我们一起搭巴士回家的
说真的 很痛苦哈哈
也满想念
经历了人生中 三种考试
UPSR PMR SPM
SPM就是我的第一步终点
在十二月六日正式告一段落
是喜是悲 皆有
喜的是真的放下一个包袱
悲的是好多事都会告一段落
毕业了
朋友都各走各的了
不会象小学毕业了一样
一起升上中学
真担心
出到去那种要认识新朋友的那种感觉
被人杯葛的感觉
不一样社会看待的感觉
还以为能很充实的地度过我的假期
其实并没有
只感觉到空虚
行尸走肉这样的
怎么办好呢？
每个都有自己要做的事
只剩我而已:(((
真的好想有这么一个人
我想做什么都能和我一起去做
这谈何容易呢..
有个人说得对
拥有个知己陪你做任何事
这谁不想？
好想去一个想去的地方
好想做一件想做的事情
好想去旅行！！
圣诞节要到了
今年没得庆祝
很想念去年><
可是今年每个都不在:((
但是也有计划着如何庆祝
想在家学做cupcake哈哈
然后派给寿星婆吃:D
还在想找工作
找的都没有答复
该去那里吗？
有点怕
而且没人陪
该取消念头？
啊！！超级烦
（我会很想念你的..
想你。）
Friday, November 30, 2012
无题
也许当初做错了选择? 告诉自己在给自己多一点时间，或许结果会不一样。
那一天会是我印象最深刻的，以往都会忘记。
只告诉自己，对任何人说的，讲的，答应过我的，统统保留，再也不会相信。还是觉得相信自己的感觉会更好。最怕是什么事都是听了过后，只会自己在欢喜，最后也是自己在失望。
要做什么就做什么吧，你开心就好，被别人主宰也好，迁就别人都好，请以后不要影响我的心情。
自己脸皮薄，这是自己一向来自认的。我不能接受外界的批评，说我们有问题。也或许是，自己想得多。只希望自己没有做错选择。
最讨厌的是出尔反尔的人
那一天会是我印象最深刻的，以往都会忘记。
只告诉自己，对任何人说的，讲的，答应过我的，统统保留，再也不会相信。还是觉得相信自己的感觉会更好。最怕是什么事都是听了过后，只会自己在欢喜，最后也是自己在失望。
要做什么就做什么吧，你开心就好，被别人主宰也好，迁就别人都好，请以后不要影响我的心情。
自己脸皮薄，这是自己一向来自认的。我不能接受外界的批评，说我们有问题。也或许是，自己想得多。只希望自己没有做错选择。
最讨厌的是出尔反尔的人
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Monday, April 23, 2012
Li ming trip
because went for li ming trip yesterday
both of my legs damn painful now..
yet it is a nice try for me
BUKIT PANAROMA
i didnt have capture picture for the trip:(
thats the most regretful for me
i went to liming last time
and never regret went for this time too:)
i felt the "adventurous"
the picture from mr lim jit hun><
he kept call us take picture..one angle ten picture..
lol
stole picture stole picture haha
at first,all of us felt exhausted and not willing to climb up again=.=
and teacher told us that is the most easiest mountain to climb in malaysia
lol
when reached the hilltop
i only realized "no sweet without sweat"
top: sunrise still not clear
bottom: sunrise has started to appear
isn't beautiful??:)
i don't have owned a DSLR
if not i sure take many many picture:(
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| five of us |
verdant hills
look like meteor hor?:)
nice view:)
and then we also went to many place..lazy say xD
and ec mall
change clothes and bath at thr=.=
pai seh lo..
those person kept put their vision on us..ishhhh
then window shopping at thr
we departed to mega view hotel for conference and had lunch at thr
actually its not=.=we kept shout at thr ishhh
haha
last !!
beach♥
no picture:(
next time baaaaaaaa
have to end now
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| liming trip♥ 22/4/2012 |
be happy always:)
Monday, March 19, 2012
MY..he is
hmmmmmmmmmm
i did not update my bloggie long long time ago
lazy =.=
webcam pic lai lai~!! :))
haha
i decide to have long fringe:)
hope i will success
lol
before i always keep my bangs for it longer
but failed too=.=
i heard undang just now
hen siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ah ~!!!
==
still have amali more siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
!!!
i really sleep at thr lol
fortunately the speaker did not scold at me lol lol
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| boring till doing this over thr xD ♥ |
well
im waiting my BIGBANG alive album :'((
hope it will be arrived soon
really expect for it
countdown 2 weeks ==
i wanna to take it before my birthday lehhhh </3
please do not say about his badness behind me
because you are not qualified
do not criticize on him anymore
i DISLIKE
although he is not as talented as others
but i LIKE
not just because of best looks
its the feature
just like the cool expression and few words when face with strangers(just like me haha)
but not the truth
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| how come gd & top till so PERFECT ??? <3 |
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| *ELECTROCUTED*bomshakalaka ! <3 |
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| ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ |
addicted to big bang much and more
i still remember the first song i heard form big bang was "heartbreaker"
sing by GD
and then started to love their song only
haru haru , lies , beautiful hangover all their famous song <3
but i less showed attention for them at that time
how say?单纯的喜欢:))
lol
hmm..
T.O.P ~!!
the first impression of him was..
his sound><
his sound,his eyes,his face and his FEATURES killed and melted me <3
since they had out their album such Gd & Top and Tonight 4th mini album
till now
they still Alive..
its hard to describe my feeling ><
never addicted for someone so long time especially kpop
its not a very interesting thing for me about talking kpop
except them ..
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