new life

2012 is going to be end soon

despite i am graduated for secondary school

my life is getting boredom for now

well it is many person said that secondary school life was a hell life

but i don't think so

i think it will have harder thing to face in the future compare with secondary school life

not HARDER

is be more SUFFER

hmm haha

i like to scare myself by this way

for example

uni life or college life

to choose which course will be better

to give up for such as some self-dream

to face for parent is it well to afford according study fees,living fees etc

to worry about will us can easily make frens or neglect by others

to find a suitable study direction for us or mayb we can say it for PARENTS

yet for those still a small problem

actually MONEY still a big problem

chinese people always say 钱作怪，有钱使得鬼推磨

haha i absolutely agree for it

if have money

many things u want to do,u will suppose to achieve it

but don't always rely on what u dun have

for me,just to be more understand that what i need to have in the future

not for now

i have dream

everybody have dream

but it is just for some person to have a best dream

on this world,

have 3 type of person

the first,a person have a dream

his/her dream  was successfully acomplished by others who was helping him/her

the second,a person doesn't have dream

because he/she knows that he/she never have effort to achieve the dream

the third,a person have a dream

he/she does not have nobility to help him/her to achieve the dream,but he/she know that must do it,must to try hard to sastify what he/she was thinking about the desire

in a nutshell,

im the third one

i don't know what is the outcome for me

i scare i can't

hmm

never 

never jealous for them:)

time is passing fast

still have 3 months we need to far apart

i hope that i no do wrong decision

actually i really hate to part with you

i hope every moment i can do anythings that can together with you

but it is just a hope

i never blame for it

because i also can't do something that u hope

for the perpetual of us

i would like to wait,wait and wait

wait for the days

i never to be so serious in a relationship

it is for the first time

i will hope for the perpetual

should not worry for the distance

i give us to have a test for at least 6 years

if we do not last for it

it will the end for mayb

i apreciate it

hope u know

u said others was jealous on us

actually i was them

but it was just a moment

i won't be dislike for our relationship

i LOVE it :)

from the true heart

i wish to face all the obstacles

for the years to come

do you?

may i :)